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Posted July 27th, 2008 by Spastica

The thing is that I don’t know how to be a friend. I don’t know how to go through something that feels like having your heart handed back to you julienned and lightly seared without withdrawing completely. My feeling is this: It’s my heart, and I’ll eat it in the privacy of my shame. It’s just easier to get from Shame to “They Don’t Really Want You There Anyway” then it is to get to literalminded.com, or yahoo IM, or even the telephone for that matter.

I’m sorry I haven’t been around at all over the past few months. I miss you all.

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Spastica!!!

On July 27th, 2008 JennyWren says:

I have missed you so much!

Time passes, but that really doesn’t change friendship; it’s a lifelong conversation, right? Call or IM me anytime, I haven’t been on IM lately, but I intend to start checking it again.

Smiling

I miss you too, Spas. I

On July 28th, 2008 iconoclast says:

I miss you too, Spas.

I completely understand your first sentence, because that’s the way I consider myself. I make a very clumsy friend.

Just remember that any voice that tells you that we don’t want you around is a complete moron. Although I had a voice of my own like that, recently. It went something like, “They’re all busy, and you can’t even get the sites up and working properly. They’ve all got their own blogs. What do they need you for, anyway?” Honest. I know it’s stupid, but hey, I just said those voices are morons. I never said I wasn’t insecure and paranoid at times — almost everybody is.

I’ll be on tonight, later than usual though. Hope to talk to you soon.

You guys made me cry! Thanks

On July 28th, 2008 Spastica says:

You guys made me cry! Thanks for being so understanding though… It means so much to me. I haven’t been on IM either, but I also intend to start again. Anyway, right now I have to drag my kicking and screaming 7 year old to the bank, office, and grocery store, in that order. *Sigh* some things never change.

Yes, Icon, that little

On July 29th, 2008 JennyWren says:

Yes, Icon, that little voice you mentioned is quite moronic…you need to slap it around some! [insert violent smilies here]

Someday, I’d like to host a big get-together. I’d need to be a kajillionaire, of course, to own the luxury accomodations I have in mind, and to fly everyone in from around the world, LOL.

Come ON, people, write some best-sellers!!!