I am new here. I am from Seng but have chosen a new web name to use from here on in. The origins of my name: My husband loves to say to me "You know what I mean Jelly Bean" when we are having deep conversations that can be emotional as well. He actually suggested the name of Queen Jelly Bean. LOL

I found the "spirit on this board", to be one that reminds me of Seng during days of old. God how I miss that. I am hopeful that I can join in here and also move on to the new Gifted site as well. I value the variety of personalities here. Kind of like a good assortment of Jelly Belly’s. All different colors and flavors.

Today is a calm day full of reflections. I hired a personal coach 2 days ago. This professional is going to assist me in feeling the fear and doing it anyways. LOL

I was struck by how tightly wound up I get myself and how fast. OE’s?? LOL This woman has worked with me in the past. After establishing our contract and goal, she started in on me. First off, told me to cool my heals. I am way to hard on myself. She expressed that in the time since she saw me last, I have made 5 times the progress that is usual. I need to slow down. That is what is causing me the anxiety.